Having a little trouble

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I have definitely felt this "blankness" and emptiness when my T goes too high.

For me it is actually *low* cortisol and not high which causes it.

Its a horrid feeling and makes me so agitated when I get it.  Its kinda scary and makes me catastrophize so much.

Keep us posted on how things go and how you resolve it/find the cause after your appointment.