I'm 22 and a male and I'm trying to improve my testosterone. I've been using Androgel and lately it's been helping but I have to sort of decrease the dose/come off for a bit to improve my response to the medicine. I felt like complete crap on 3-4 packets a day, and I seem to like 1-2 a day the best (2 packets being my favorite), but tolerance is always an issue and nothing ever works great long-term without breaks that I've tried. I feel lately like I need a really good break off Androgel, but am plagued by fatigue and withdrawal symptoms for weeks. Last time, I felt it took 4 months for the withdrawal to finally get noticeably better and for my balls to recover their normal size as my balls have shrunk and are only 1/2 their normal size. My balls also get really itchy and I know it sounds funny but I think it is from the Androgel but I'm not sure. Also, I seem to bloat more easily and I get really weird cold sensations when I take Androgel with amphetamines but I don't know if the part about my balls being smaller is just due to the atrophy of my balls from the Androgel or not, but I'm not a doc so I don't know. Will my balls ever grow back or am I forced to have small testicles the rest of my life cuz this sucks!!? I want to be normal not a girl damnit.