I have been taking Focalin pills and getting down to just 20 mg a day on the dose. I went to class tonight and was feeling so tired from an exam and quiz earlier that I just slipped a couple of my old 10 mg generic Adderall tablets. I feel pretty guilty about it, but I was so relieved to have gotten the focus I needed for my flipping 90 minute night class I have to take.
I feel pretty bad about it all, but I'm just hoping that I don't get carried away and start taking way too much Adderall in the future. My impulsivity is pretty bad and the Adderall felt pretty ridiculously good considering I had not felt the intense focus for a long while now.